i should be very glad that you helped me make the decision.. ha, but i am just not. maybe cos i had the answer in my heart all along and this is absolutely not the final result i want. sighs~ was still thinking bout it for the past two days, but looks like my decision's not important anymore.. suddenly thought of what a certain someone told me 4 years ago.. it's like giving a kid an apple and then snatching it away from him. abit shocked.. and then, having the feeling that you've just lost something, someone.. im just so lost. ): but i know i'll be able to get over it very soon. it's not gonna make me sad for long yea. liane, jiayou! :D

to you. don't have to feel guilty ba. some things are just not within our control. though your feeling guilty makes me feel better, haha. kidding. prepare for race ok!! cant wait to see the nerdy you, haha (:

and dixiesngshihan!! it's so odd that you live 2 storeys above and you go to work with my sis everyday but we don't meet each other at all. but im still glad that you were just one sms away when i needed to talk to someone. i know you'll never read this, but still, thanks girl!! ((: *hugs*

chuaqimin!! don't know what to say to you. you were the first one i called the other day. and we always have so much to say to each other. thanks for your reassurance and simply for being there, ALWAYS. (((:

to a certain someone.. though i don't know when im gonna relate all the stuff to you.. haha i think i always sound like i cant be bothered with your efforts.. but dun be lame la (hahahaha like what i always tell you), your efforts are appreciated yea. though your lozenges made me sicker, haha. (:

我想。。。 真正的喜欢是不会因为挫折而放弃的。。。 对吧？